I can handle pictures and videos of the demise of the tracks I grew up with. You can always refer back to them and relive the memories. What I find hard is actually going to the location. I was in San Antonio for a meeting few years back and had 4 other co-workers with me. It was the first time I'd been back to San Antonio since SAS closed. After a day and a half of exciting sales meeting my co-workers couldn't wait to get back home but I had to stop by SAS on the way back. I parked by the pit gate and was surprised by the waves of emotion by what I saw. Memories were rapid firing through my brain to the point one of the guys had to shake me out of it.I get a funny feeling going past the CTS site even though I didn't go there much. When word came that CCS was getting torn down I won't go by there at least not now although I am only 7 miles from it. I rather remember the way it was for me for all those years than a pile of rubble or a wrecking yard.